The rules of the Covid-19 pandemic were simple: wash your hands, wear a mask, and stay six feet apart from the person next to you. Unless you were an essential or frontline worker,  remaining indoors was strongly encouraged. Some countries enforced this rule with heavy-handed authority.

These mandates and the subsequent Black Lives Matter protests which ignited national calls for police accountability after the death of George Floyd in Minneapolis, MS in the summer of 2020 pushed communities closer to the brink of emotional collapse-- increasing the demand for mental health providers.

My sister Amina is a licensed psychotherapist. She and I talked almost daily about what was happening in the world and our immediate neighborhoods and frequently performed mental health  "temperature checks" on each other, our sons, and our dad. 

Amina began sharing with me how stressful it was trying to find the words to adequately assist clients dealing with the same internal and external conflicts she struggled with as well. 

In one of our conversations about the 7pm pots-banging for essential workers and the news coverage and commercials that gave thanks to nurses, doctors, grocery store workers, etc.,  we realized almost simultaneously that on the list of essential workers, mental health professionals were left out. We agreed that this omission was absurd and I said "if anything Y'ALL are the heroes of the heroes. Without mental health workers, some of these frontline workers may have tapped out by now..."

Heroes of the Heroes: A Thank You to Black Mental Health Workers was the best way I could use my talents as a photographer to give flowers (and bang pots and pans) to some of the most deserving professionals who have seen us through the some of the scariest days of the covid-19 pandemic and protests against police brutality while wading through the same challenges as their clients. 

Thank you to all of the participants for allowing me to share your stories.

If you would like to be included in a future version of this project, contact me at: zwoodsphoto@gmail.com 

—Fédia Louis, LMSW

We had a virtual memorial. I had to write because I’m the longest tenured person at this site. So I had to write the eulogy and it was just really, really difficult.”
— Jason Quinerly, Program Coordinator of an adult day program serving individuals with developmental disabilities. 

“...We’ve literally been hurting since March 13th [2020] and we haven’t had a chance to heal so being able to talk to someone even if it’s not necessarily your friend. I’ll definitely say because of Covid, mental health awareness and the aspects of seeing a therapist and talking to somebody or whatever that check-in might be has gone up. A lot of my friends have checked in with me to check in about a therapist. So I’ve had [conversations] like ‘yeah, you need to see someone. You need to see someone.’ Like, y’all can talk to me but y’all need to see somebody. Like, I’m your friend so it’s like a dual relationship. I can’t really talk to you and tell you about yourself fully. Go see somebody. And it’s good because now it’s a lot of my black and brown friends that are really seeing an actual therapist and that’s really dope. So, it’s not as taboo and that’s a beautiful thing. We’re definitely moving in a different and the right direction.”

—Xavier Bedward, MSW

Henry Street Settlement House Youth Opportunity Hub 

“I think that’s more so of a pandemic issue now because a lot of them aren’t working. If they weren’t working before, they’re definitely not working now. But for those who were working, the problem is they... a lot of them don’t know how to contact those resources that they need. That’s the biggest thing that I’ve seen during the pandemic. ‘I need help with my ConEd bill. I need help with this...’ and they don’t know what to do. I have a client right now who hasn’t had hot water for four days. [I asked] who did you reach out to? ‘I just called 311.’ Okay, I said, but did you call your housing counselor? Did you call the property manager? You do need to call 311 to make a [report] but you do need to follow up. But a lot of them don’t know how to do it so it falls back on me to have them to call and follow up.”

—Mina Davis-Harrison, BSW,MHS

Social Worker for JCCA servicing residents in the South Bronx 

“I think I felt like for the first time I don’t know how to be a leader in this crisis. I don’t have the tools needed to even ensure the people that I work with safety. The clients were the primary focus so they were okay but it was still about managing their fears and helping them understand what’s happening. We were in a congregant setting also so in public spaces we were able to have them socially distance but the layout at that shelter is that in a congregant setting they’re in dorm-like settings and not able to put six feet in between the beds. I manage a set that has 134 clients so it was just like ‘wash your hands. Wear your mask....’ I didn’t know what else to do. We were not equipped and then the transition happened where a lot of NYC shelters moved to hotel sites. So, in June my site moved to a hotel site in Manhattan where each client was able to have their own room and the whole purpose of that was to ensure that they could socially distance but that in itself was *sigh*. I was use to working in Brooklyn. I didn’t work far from home. A lot of my team worked in Brooklyn and lived in Brooklyn, too, so everybody had to uproot to a whole different layout. We had to acclimate to that and through all of this it was just DOING and it felt very much like survival mode constantly and not enough time to process what you were feeling. And then of course the end of May marked the protests and so that was felt because the majority of myself and my program staff are all people of color. The majority of the clients are people of color. I don’t even want to say people of color. Are African-American, more specifically. So you add that on to working during a pandemic and protests and now we’re also in the city where there was just naturally more [protest] action in specific areas of the city. We were close to that area so it was like ‘oh, now how do we try to keep the clients safe from disruptors of the movement who were coming in and destroying things. It was awful. It was awful.”

—Sade Fasanya, LMSW

Program director of an adult men's shelter whose clients are age 55+ and have a history of substance use